在我幼小懵懂時~
                
               總喜歡對女同學調皮~
                                                翻裙子~

桌子會分楚河漢界~
                          愛貧嘴調侃~
                                     女同學的身材

總是這樣打打鬧鬧~
             心裡卻沒來由的雀躍~

                                        那是一種喜歡~!



在我年少青澀時~

     特立獨行~卻被以為愛耍帥~
                        其實那只是為了引起妳的注意罷了~

      天天下課只想到操場的角落~
                                                 偷偷的看著妳~

       沒有人知道~~
                   喜歡去學校只是為了想見妳一面~

       課本寫滿了或大或小~字跡不同名字~~
                                                       都是妳的...

                                        那也只是一種喜歡罷了~!

 
 
   
   在我情荳初開時~

      愛!

第一次感受到這個字的意義時~

         卻不懂它的意思~~
                                  直到習慣身邊一直有人陪伴~

         逛街有人牽手~
                                  無時無刻想到妳就會傻笑~
 
         隨時隨地注意著電話 ~~
                                  深怕錯過了妳的回應~~
         
         妳不在身旁時會感到莫名的空虛~
                                      看不見妳時會著急~~
         
          快樂~悲傷
                            生氣~痛哭~
                                        都只想第一時間讓妳知情~
                                               
                                     這是愛嗎?           
            
                                  
                                  心裡纏捲糾結~~
                                       是因為悸動!

                                  心裡無比的難受~~
                                        是因為思念!

                                  心理忐忑不安~~
                                        是因為擔心!

                                  心裡跳動頻率不同~~
                                        滲透出些微的哀傷~~
                                             是因為不捨!

       總以為愛一個人就是要一直愛下去~~
                                                 永遠永遠的~~~              
         
                 我嚮往過永恆的愛~
                                                   不過...

        第一次心碎~
                心好似被千刀萬剖~~
                                                痛徹心扉...
                     無法置信的淚水~
                                                瘋狂的往外逃竄...
        
        第二次心碎~
                碎裂的聲音迴響於耳~~
                           鼻酸的苦澀湧上了雙眼~
                                  深蹙眉間~
                                             緊鎖著悔恨~               
        
        第三次心碎
     
                      萬念俱灰的布幕圍繞在全身...
                
                          灑怖於一地的心碎...
                                        默然的思緒...
                                                    只剩下...
                                                          妳賜予的絕望~

    

                      永恆的愛~~
  
     一直就在我的面前~ 像手一伸就能夠感覺~

          但是我卻怎麼也觸摸不到~

          不斷的追逐~
                              不斷的努力~
                                                  不斷想抓牢它~

     但...
             我卻聽見它回過頭狠毒的嘲諷我~
     
                             其實它一直都離我很遠~
                                                  
                                      遠到我早已看不見了~

        當我轉身時~~

                  看見一路走來的蹤跡~
  
          是那麼的不堪 ~   
                                     那麼的躊躇 ~   
                                                               那麼的沉重~

         原來~
                  永恆對我來說是奢侈的~~
                                            原來~
                                                我根本就不曾擁有~
 

                                等待~
                                        猶如聆聽宣判罪孽的人般的煎熬~~~