Since I met you at the beginning of the year....
and what we had been through when you tried to push me away...
I got to dislike two new words: stalk and smother.....
I know you were finding excuses to push me away, but it does reflects on your real thinking.... right
So..... I need to find a way to be with you~ and wont make you unhappy... let me see...
Guidelines to be with you...
1. You love your privacy and you act low~ so no telling ppl about us unless you approve it (well except that fact that I already told Angie and Mickey and that you cannot do anything about it) But I dont think they will be talking about it much.... And I changed my status on facebook.... like it or not (I think you like it) I m in a relationship, just that this guy here don t want any public awareness....
And I get you... so that we don t need to face the pressures and concerns... after all, this relationship is relatively new, right... how if we broke up, so you said..... I just hope that we wont reach there....
2. Text message without reply, max 2. After the second one.... STOP SENDING!!!! I need to remember that.... I need to keep my cool (although I am just a passionate person, in a way) I need to hold it back, take it easy (as you said) so that I wont be smothering you in any level....
3. No birthday attention, period. So you said, I get it! ok ok~~~ I ll just make any other day special then~
4. Respect you and be loyal. We ve all been hurt before. We learn not to trust anyone fast (except that I seems not to learn the lesson quite well) Anyways..... I ll love as I can, and don t bother as much as I can.... You love and act differently. I respect that~ And I want you to be happy. so.... I will adjust myself, hoping that you will like me more......
This is an adventure. And I m figuring out survival tips every day. How challenging. I like it. And I love you, I donno how. I just wont tell you.... unless you are sure... that you want to be with me.......