i know it sounds crazy but i have to be honest to myself
there is not even one day not thinking of you
there were times we talk i had to pretend i was so fine
sadly i have told myself to move on but..
in the city where not suppose to have your shadow but you are everywhere
thinking of the time back to memories just can not stop crying inside
knowing we have langeage culture problemes back and love has gone
knowing not going anywhere, we have different life
.. and you live in me, step on the pain still cutting me
even tho this half year has passing by so quick like i close my eyes and open in memont
i live in the body and dont know where my soul suppose to go to
i dont know how long it will takes still to be fine
its all fine to me as you always know i can be fine even its not real
i can not hide over the mountains over the seas after all this
somehow i dont want my love to grow but there is not something i can control