心煩麻木快爆點了
很多事很煩心 很多事都要裝沒事的去堅強冷靜做處理
我真的快爆點了
找不到人說話 找不到可以讓我抱著大哭大吼的人
誰說男人不能哭不能吼 少在那一般般觀念
至少我承受的壓力沒人可以想像
不要跟我說 很多人比我可憐 別人也過的很好
你們看到的是表面而已
沒看到背面而已
今天我只是讓你們看到我的背面
所以不要跟我說 怎樣又怎樣的
因為這篇日記我只是想發洩我的心情
沒人真的TMD像我想到什麼就寫什麼
誰TMD寫日記不會去想寫的對不對
我只寫出我的心情
因為這邊只有真實在怒吼的我
我真的很想說~
TMD不要在我面前偽善
TMD不要在我面前有心計
TMD不要在自介上打上感情事
因為這些不會去影響我會不會跟你們真心交朋友
TMD好像離題了.........
重點應該是.......................
ME*TMD 生活壓力好大~
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
受夠了當你的玩偶
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
毫無信仰, 在假面下迷失了自己
Don't know what you're expecting of me
我不知道你到底要我怎樣
Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes
你讓我承受壓力, 步上和你一樣的路途
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中
Every step I take is another mistake to you
我踩的每一步, 對你來說都是錯誤
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
我變得麻木, 對你的存在渾然不覺
I've become so tired, so much more aware
我變得好疲累, 卻更警覺
I've becoming this, all I want to do
我已經變成, 我所想要的
Is be more like me and be less like you
更貼近真實的我, 變得不像你
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
你看不出你就要悶死我嗎?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
抱得太緊, 怕失去控制
Cause everything that you thought I would be
每個你對我的期待
Has fallen apart, right in front of you
已經在你面前完全落空
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中
Every step I take is another mistake to you
我踩的每一步, 對你來說都是錯誤
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中
And every second I waste is more than I can take
而我經不起, 再多浪費一秒鐘
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
我變得麻木, 對你的存在渾然不覺
I've become so tired, so much more aware
我變得好疲累, 卻更警覺
I've becoming this, all I want to do
我已經變成, 我所想要的
Is be more like me and be less like you
更貼近真實的我, 變得不像你
And I know I may end up failing too
而我知道, 我可能也會停止衰弱
But I know, you were just like me
但我知道, 你跟我一樣受挫
With someone disappointed in you
在你靈魂深處 |