I don't dare to look back, since everytime I do so, I feel there are too many things pass without notice!

This is weird feeling while living without goal, I can't understand what I am doing everyday, even can't see my future ahead.

What I want? What I want to do? Who am I?

I fall into a net, a mystric net which I never can come out.

These days, I share many different feeling with my friends, most are about love.  Someone seems happy and someone starts to cry.  There are nothing constant in the world.  One month ago, she seems so happy, was crazy in love.  However, things change so rapidly that they separated, and all sweet stuffs gone.  She cried, she felt sad, however still can't find a comfortable way for living. 

Which way I would choose?

I would choose to be the one who can control live, to own mine.  I wanna create a space for myself and help others to have one they deserve.

People should have someone in heart with love all his/her life, however, this one might not be the one with him/she together in the end.  Then, that's called "Regret" throught all over his/her life.