I think...live on my own way is a difficult thing, I mean...for me; it is difficult to decide between the "Dreams" and "Reality".
I got a call from you, last night....
Be frank.....most of time, I was not “REALLY” listening what you talked about.
I received your call in an offhand manner after all your judgments about my dreams.
"What F*** do you know about my dreams, my life and my situation?” I wanna say that to you but I was not, I forbore from doing so.....
Dreams? Reality?
I keep thinking about that...all the time........
All the small besetments and annoyances of life let me feel utterly exhausted.
I hope that everything will go on smoothly just as my wish but it is not like that in real life.
So, sometimes....I was becoming increasingly despondent about the way things were going.
HOWEVER, I have been keep talking to myself~~
All the run of events are easily influences by my thoughts, so I have always remember to have high hopes for everything which I have been done.
I also keep talking to myself~~
"Dreaming" is the only things that I have left and it is also the magic power to support me keep going on and on.
"Dreaming" is the only thing could help me get rid of the grim actualities of life in a moment and it is the only thing that reminded me that I am still alive.
I keep working and studying hard for my dreams and I do not believe that dreams will fit in with the reality in my heart of hearts.
"Reality should not be a situation to confine my soul!" I try to prove that!
And I am still keeping trying......so~please....do not stop me!
Let me keep doing that.
Let me know that there are still someone will back me up even I failed