I didn't sleep well last night
a lot of things fly out my mind
school, test, work, life, and love..

I have 1.5 years not hurt a good job yet. 
I don't know why 
in the first year... it was hardly because of economic. 
I know it is a good excuse to aviod anything.
When it quiekly goes better, the chance is down there
but I didn't want to get it ~~ 

In the quiet and dark night,
I always think day's plan for next day, but it is never turn out right. 
I feel so sorry for myself and my Dad who always care about me very much.

I'm25 now.... what? 25?  no kidding ..... I see a lot of people get better life and try to change their life very hard.
On the other hand, I stay home, play games, and do nothing. I'm such a foolish in the world!

Right now, TOEIC on 6/22 is the test day for me. I haven't use English for a long time. I use resorces in school library. No matter it is DVDs and Books.

On Nov., there will be a spanish basic testing. I will try my best. I need to improve all my oral, writing, reading, and listening.  My classmate told me that I can understand what the profesor said. Well... not all the time. Just "sometime". 

It will be nice if I can talk with someone... sigh~