Mom appeared in my dream this morning, she had not visitted me for a while, I woke up 4:30 AM and could not get back to sleep, she was so vivid in my dream and I missed her so much. Mom passed away from Cancer four years ago.
I am the youngest one in the family with five sisters and one brother, they all said I am the most cherished one in the family, I always told them, "No, mom's love is equal to everyone", now I believe it, yes, I am the most cherished one.
Just a month before mom passed away, she came helping me take care of kids (of course, also myself) when my ex went back to Taiwan. That was the last month I was with her and that was my most unforgivable month.
Mom is a good cook, (to feed 7 kids really takes hard working), but she had been vegetarian 10 years, she still cooked my favorite "糖醋排骨" without tasting it when she cooked. But still, "媽媽的味道" has not been changed. I have started cook from this year, but I can never get "媽媽的味道".
We are from the soldier's family, 5 of 7 kids went to university. With her "勤儉持家", we kids can focus on our study, it is really hard back to 30 years ago. She only studied up to junior high school, but she just let us know how important the knowldge is to our future, then we kids just study hard at our will. 還好我們都很爭氣
She never wanted us to worry about her, even from her sending to hospital to the day she left her dearest kids, it only took 13 days. thanks to God, she left without any pain, but she left the inerasable pain in her babies.
Now she is in God's hand, finally she can rest and enjoy her life in the heaven.
Thanks, Mom, we all miss you, you are always in our heart, the deepest corner. |