Sorry for dragging a gal into this. She should not take any blame for it. I'm not scared of getting in troubles. I'm already in troubles. Besides, I have nothing to lose. I just don't want to start a war with a person I used to love. I'm not here to ask for pity, but to express my feelings with friends who care about me. We all agree we should let it go. It is easier said than done. Sometimes it is hard to control the anger and sadness in me.@};-