There are things need to be done. Have not been able to focus on things that need to get done yet. Went to bed around midnight. Still got up around 2:00 a.m. Don't know what's bothering me. A girlfriend asked me to stay with her for a week. Having two of her little feisty girls around me is a good thing. She is independant and intelligent. Hope someday I will be like her. Love little children's smiles. So innocent. Have lost confidence in myself and have lost faith in human beings.