七年了.....
                                                                               
這個回憶.卻是一輩子的.
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
在我國二那一年.在聊天室遇見了妳
                                                                               
當時的字句.雖然已經不再那麼清晰
                                                                               
但你微笑的樣子.卻依舊在我心裡!!

還記得第一次見面.妳我都各自帶了朋友去
                                                                               
因為這是我們兩個第一次見網友的日子
                                                                               
那天是1月19日.我們六個人
                                                                               
徘徊在新莊夜市裡.找尋著我們的晚餐
                                                                               
最後.卻還是決定在有冷氣的藍藍路裡
                                                                               
度過我們第一次見面的那夜
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
從那次之後.我們聊天的次數越來越頻繁
                                                                               
甚至為了妳.跟我朋友借了一個月的手機來用
                                                                               
讓我們每天的半夜.都能在對方的談話聲中度過
                                                                               
也因為如此.繳出了第一次的手機帳單
                                                                              
也是最貴的一張
                                                                               
當我看到顯示七千多元時.不由得傻了眼
                                                                               
不過想想.是為了妳
                                                                               
我還是拿出當時自己全部的積蓄
                                                                               
繳了這張很貴的紙
                                                                               
之後.我們便開始改用簡訊.我也換了一支屬於我們的手機
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
第二次見面.是你的生日
                                                                               
我選擇在3月25日.跟你告白
                                                                               
妳害羞的答應.也帶我去照了第一次的大頭貼
                                                                               
說是要好好保存的紀念!!
                                                                               
也開始了我的第一段戀情
                                                                               
直到我們都上了國三之後
                                                                               
我為了學測在努力.妳也一樣
                                                                               
我們見面的次數也因此減少了~
                                                                               
當我考上高中時
                                                                               
我第一個想到的便是妳
                                                                               
妳也告訴我妳考上了~
                                                                               
不過卻是在相隔一小時車程遠的那端
                                                                               
至少.我們從來沒有放棄過!!

                                                                               
直到高一下那年.我接到來自妳學姐的電話
                                                                               
說她在載妳回家的時候.不小心出了車禍
                                                                               
你們已經進到醫院.要我趕快過去
                                                                               
我當下真的是不顧一切
                                                                               
只想飛奔到你們送往的那間醫院去
                                                                               
當我到了之後
                                                                               
看到學姊的腳是骨折.正在做處理
                                                                               
而妳則是內出血不止
                                                                               
當我問醫生你的情況時
                                                                               
他卻什麼都不跟我說
                                                                               
我默默的走進去看妳
                                            
強忍住悲傷的淚水卻不准自己流下
                                                                               
走到你身邊.妳看見我來了
                                                                               
輕輕的握著我的手.叫我不要哭
                                                                               
我點了點頭
                                                                               
妳接著對我說：
                                                                               
「妳不希望看到我哭.因為我們永遠都能很幸福.但是現在
                                                                               
  妳可能要先閉上眼了.妳要我記住.好好的照顧自己
                                                                               
  要常常的微笑.要常常想到妳.不過如果遇到比妳更好的
                                                                               
  就請我放心的去追吧.妳會永遠看著我.守護我.......!!」
                                                                               
                                                                               
說完
                                                                               
妳閉上了眼
                                                                                                                                       
我聽到了一聲既刺耳.又心痛的聲音
                                                                               
也聽到了妳母親在來不急看見妳最後一面時的哭喊
                                                                               
我永遠記得
                                                                               
這是我們在一起的第二年又五天
                                                                               
1月24日
                                                                               
我會永遠記得這個日子......
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
七年了.妳過的好嘛?
                                                                               
媽媽說看到我時
                                                                               
又彷彿看見妳在我身邊陪我
                                                                               
今年因為考試
                                                                               
沒有辦法陪媽媽去看妳
                                                                               
妳應該不會罵我吧...
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                 
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風兒輕輕的吹拂
綾上無花的瞬間
雪雨緩緩的落下
宇宙萬物的最初

這是前幾天無聊在某個版自己寫的

想起來就貼過來給大家看嚕

不然日記都沒更新感覺怪怪的XD