Our class is over, Anna will go back to Holland soon. Friday she stopped by my office and asked me if I would like to have a lunch with her. Of course I wouldn't miss the opportunity to hang out with her. We had a great time. Last night, I went to her birthday party, most exchange students were there, we also had a lot of fun. I am happy that we are finally good friends. I know, Capricorn and Gemini would never crash on each other, but this finally built-up relationship is worth my chreishing . Who knows, maybe one day I might travel to Europe, and will meet her somewhere in German...We still have a date next week, after that we will meet in the farewell party. I will feel sad about not having more chances to see her big pretty eyes and laughing...but certainly we will be a life-long friend....so long, Anna...
I dreamt about Angel the other night. I think it was just a reflection of my loving memory about her. This time, I didn't cry, just let go.. now, I am free. I have put armor back on my heart...I no longer easily fall in love out of compassion. I am now seeing differently and thinking differently. July 7th, I will send her my last best wishes, and walk away. New adventures are ahead of me, I no longer need an angel, but I will try my best to be someone's angel...