He still looks for her in his dreams. He handpicks her birthday gift and leaves her birthday gift at her company on her every birthday. She is very lucky to have a man loves her so. From a book: Students who wrote about about negative feelings had an increased T-cell response. In other words, writing about painful personal problems and the way you feel about them can actually bolster your immune system. Still very forgetful and shorted-tempered. Shocked by what I have become. Pray for a happier and more fulfilled life.