this early morning, I tried to help Vincy . but he was too tired. couldn't get excited. he said sorry to me. I understand him, he was really too tired. and it's too late for him. no matter what, he is the best one in my mind. watching him in sleep is such nice anyway.
to you, my mood goes up and down by receiving any message from you or not. can't stop wating and waiting, can't accept getting disappointed again and again. you evade from me, that's what I feel. I have to try my best to stop missing you. trust me, I will do my best. won't bother you anymore. it's so hard though. I must control myself. right? [:)]