I am no longer a human being.I feel nothing every now and then and judge things incorrectly.When I face someone,a funny situation between this world and me. I guess that darkness reflected in my eyes and there is some strength which I cannot handle inside me deeply. It pains like my heart grabbing violently for a long time.Now I realized what is called suffering.
After all these crashes,something changed forever.That is what I cannot expect previously and deal with completely at once now.I was a person satisfied with anything easily.Now I must find something to cheer me up and it is very hard.I sacrifice my happiness for some reason.It is a fact I should take no matter I think it worthless or not.
I hate bird because it could fly in the sky freely.It could do thing that I could not do forever so I despise it.Jealousy is the worst feeling which I do not want at all.Life is so boring makes me want to blow myself.If someone declares for something about there are good in the world of mortals,I would be sick for hearing these words.I think my thought is extreme. There are only two ways to choose,black or white,dead or alive,true or false,do or whatever.This is the reason why I am so strange.
At this moment of my life,I believe I can make a right decision for anything.Perhaps it is the time to give everything up.For a better place or a purer spirit,it is the time to forget.Finally,I want to say thank,thank for everything.Thank for the opportunity to confess myself when I look for forgiveness.
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