I m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don t know what you re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I ve become so numb I can t feel you there
I ve become so tired so much more aware
I m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can I get an encore, do you want more..
I ve given up
I m sick of failing
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!
I don t know what to take
Thought I was focused but I m scared
I m not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I m my own worst enemy