I thought I was better. After binge eating during the weekend, I had Monday Blue. I always use food as medication. I guess most women do. The weather was very beautiful today. Sooner the earth will be covered by heavy snow in IL. I will definitely miss days like today. My lowest weight after the incident was 100. 5 pounds. I dropped almost 18 pounds after the incident. But I don’t feel good about myself. The terrible part is losing lots of hair. Now my weight fluctuates as my mood swings. Going to church on Sunday has not changed much of my life. I’m too shy to talk any one. I have always been shy, but in Taiwan I hid it well.
She decided to let it go. A very smart move, but it is difficult. Wish her best.
住戶編號:2022246
檢舉原因
心情: 
