| ◎ Writes the article / Li Xin Yu sister Sbirley Lee translator : soak◎ Number :311◎ On the 2003.08th day
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Esteem hoster Jesus saint masterwork testimony :
from the cradle, mother diligently cultivate, lead me become Christian; Now, ring go me start acting for own belief the tour of steer 。Maybe to greater part cent person, person live in the world is natural matter at this most; But is towards the whole body ail, mind and body can not feel safe person and look after patient's nursing person, vital save stay not easy matter similarly.
selfhood is born up to now 18 in year years, thankfulness divinity illness is weak on body evident display Ta De kindliness and grace at me constantly, and is again and again by means of Ji conservative my life strange.
Invalidism childhood
selfhood was born the third day rise, I become hospital's frequenter, average every week go emergency room register twice 。I am very difficult look after baby; Especially, while me exert arrange then time, I can fall into be sunk in sleep 。Have day, I accept doctor diagnostic routine in at the hospital, I a is like as usual in arrange then time fall asleep.
doctor discovers this phenomenon, then ask mother this situation go on how long ？Mother answer : from me is born that day rise start having this phenomenon 。Doctor then is detailed for me check body, he discovers my heart valve equal to does not hold together, and inform mother I need to proceed heart operation 。I if does not proceed happy operation renovate cardiac defection, heart congenital breach may four years old time can by oneself cicatrize at me also.
mother feel my weak body can not bear happy operative risk, decide to want as pray take the place of operation 。Mother is day and night godward rogation constantly, pray for main commiseration, cure my disease 。Mother is by dint of confidence general me hand in Tuo exist hoster in bosom, hereafter, while me arrange then time, I can not unconsciously dope off again, this is divinity the once save redeem my life. After
, I get a kind of very intractable dermatosis, just start time at cutaneous a small part abscesseds, along with wound fester's fester and from fester effluent body fluid enlarge infect go corporal other part 。From my head, backside go leg department and a lot of parts all are infected 。I look many doctors, but state of an illness has no progress; Parent spent many medical expenseses, but I still can not get heal.
father mother permeates all sorts of pipe, find Jiang madame ex-president Jiang lady Song meiling's personal physician for me diagnose 。This doctor's diagnosis and treatment fee are common doctor charges' ten times, but my state of an illness at seven to eight times course of treatment behind does not see ameliorate 。Person's end is divine start 。One more time, my mother relies on divinity 。She believes everything all bright decree and aim 。Divinity listens her rogation droop, my corporality's ail acquires cure again.
is about 6 years old time, I with family comes back Taiwan visit relative 。Parents lives a a room above at relative, elder brother Jie Jie with aunt and I sleep at downstairs' room together 。That late I feel not comfortable, aunt then call my reveille turn sleep, but but I can not fall to sleep 。Night Li, I feel whole body send scald and from head to foot screwy 。I want to shake wake up elder brother Jie Jie, see them sleep fragrant and sweet, then can't bear arouse them.
early morning is about four, five points of time, grandma goes house Li take morning exercises want to use Taiji sword 。Weather was very cold that day morning, grandma then on the way for me lid blanket 。Immediately, she discover my face is like apple glowing, then ask me where Li not comfortable ？Grandma only can say language, but but I little does not understand language too, I then use gesture than me very hot.
grandma touches my forehead and wake house Li person fully 。Go on, she goes upstairs tell father mother I have a high fever, parent brings me go hospital hang emergency treatment at once.
emergency treatment inside door, doctor measures my animal heat behind call to account parent why now just send to child hospital 。If delay 30 minutes again, high temperature will hurt child's brain cell bodily 。Doctor says poor Celsius 0.5 again, my brain will receive sexual breakage and hurt forever.
thanks divine sparingly look care, because grandma instantly discover my state of an illness and follow will I give cure bring a patient out of danger, redeem me critically ill intelligence and brain function.
1995 year, I 11 years old, a I with elder brother Jie Jie goes to school front on morning Friday, mother feels body very not comfortable, but that time I does not be anxious about mother's state of an illness, still happy go to school.
but while me go school behind, I start gutty bodeful feel, I worry mother can take place accidental 。I try not have a bee in one's head, but wave not go to haze in heart. Between
classroom, I make two day-dreams : the 1st dreamland are summer, have ecclesiastical brothers and his mother look me, and inform my mother will in time proceed operation at 5 o'clock in the afternoon; The second dream similar too, difference's season snows winter at dreamland. When
school classes be over, mother trouble an ecclesiastical sister go school meet me 。While me close vehicle door time, this sister tells me immediately, my mother lives hospital and arrange be proceeding operation at 5 o'clock in the afternoon.
my aunt and elder brother Jie Jie all wait for me go to hospital at her family together 。Projection is like strange come information make me at a loss, this is sister's endearment mind Li Hui Dang at me constantly.
while me arrive in this sister home time, cannot help fill the eyes tear fall my face 。Only see Jie Jie already choke with sobs, aside elder brother still strong tolerate tear, aunt stand side wait for me go to hospital at door together.
goes to hospital's course in, everyone city silence is not say, only hear sparse sob sound 。Aunt encourages our : rogation ！This be us now only can make 。45 minutes Che Cheng Li are at this, time seem to because our goo but stagnate 。Youngling I in bleary tear light, cry fall asleep. When
arrives in hospital, I feel whole body stop not live quake stop does not under tear with face on 。While us go up to mother ward time, expect us come round teach disciples mother say : mother house in wait us at outside gate at.
mother lies on sickbed, wipe tears constantly 。To a 11 years old still do not know tumour why thing little girl, I am not dare Peng mother, deep frighten can wound her body 。I only know maybe at will proceed operation in lose dear mother most 。I can not imagine lose mother's days 。I does not understand why this unfortunate matter take place on we body.
mother makes clear me want to listen father and elder brother Jie Jie 's word 。That time, father still make business at Argentina 。Mother bids us certainly want to continue go to church respect worship deity 。Her funeral affairs wants to let hoster internal maternal uncle aunt dispose, may not order father home religiousness buddhistic relative transact.
time at 5 o'clock in the afternoon, nurse goes ward in take away mother from us nearby 。Mother is sent to operation house's front 15, or will be mother see my for the last time chance, I wave hand and give her a aglitterest smile to mother.
betweens suddenly, a Holy Spirit monthly testimony's caption floats now : divine hand with doctor's hand in my mind 。Immediately, my heart feels unsurpassed warm, divine cherish defend me, matchless safety, I fear unnecessarily.
though doctor says this operation will proceed 40 minutes, but actually in time near upon 4~5 hours 。Endless wait for marquis in, I does not be afraid of, because I know divinity not only accompany with I at beside, house at operation much together with doctor act for mother treatment 。Thankfulness divinity, operation is very successful smooth.
Blood leaks beholden
from the cradle valetudinarian I not because come into adolescent but wave does not be ill painful ravelment 。In 1997, while me menarche comes when month matter still calculate normal, but but by edition with each passing day not normal 。Family feels improper, please doctor check for me 。Doctor think forepart cycle Menstrual erratic are normal phenomenon 。But but menses bleeds phenomenon abidingly continual, every day be all by 。My heart selfhood consolation say : does not must see the doctor.
tills in 1998, my body changes weaker and countenance pale 。I have ever looked a doctress, she checks hilum my cycle Menstrual, arrangement X is light, supersonic and blood check, open medicine to me eat too 。But but medicine's side effect makes me headache and lead to sleeplessness phenomenon 。Doctor although try different treatment means and medicine, but can not look for make by edition pause scheme.
now that Western medicine can not help me settle problem, my uncle introduces a his known herbalist doctor for me diagnose 。Traditional Chinese doctor diagnosises and treatment behind shake head for me, tell mother say my body very weak, his tone seem to implicate me will before long the worlds, let mother anxiety my health much 。Family can only for me take place pray.
just start taking medicine Chinese herbal medicine time, state of an illness seem to have improvement, my cheek gradually change florid, physical strength changes good, by edition recover normal also 。As family with relatives and friends luckilies me recover from illness meantime, by abidingly continual symptom revival again.
my wish goes to pieces again, cannot help tear can not take away loss suffering in heart 。I pray for family does not bring me see the doctor again 。Family at a loss is too, because is their heart too the same as my heart pain.
in a year behind, that is 1999 year summer, my health worsens much 。Uncle finds a preferable traditional Chinese doctor, uncle encourages me say : "Rely on divine meanwhile, oneself as try hard look for outlet too. "I then set foot seek for doctor the tour of again.
this traditional Chinese doctor's consultation and preceding consultation each other go to not far, but he points out my state of an illness seriouser some in the past; In addition, gastric hyperacidity makes my appetite not good also 。Take medicine Chinese herbal medicine behind again, health situation starts upturn menses reply normal cycle also 。But is good scenery not always, span after appears menses continual symptom again, disappointment once again cruel hit me.
that time, I have already asked for help 27 traditional Chinese doctor and west doctor, I does not hope act for menstrual problem look for any doctor's helping again, but but matter on discover oneself ha never act for own health rogation is rogationing, anti- on the contrary godward pray for schoolwork smoothly.
someday, teach disciples encourage us want for body illness weak person take place pray, but but I have never associated oneself belong to illness weak Race group also 。Pass me always feel for oneself pray strange, because have many needs take place pray item.
mother has does not believe main doctor friend, she say to mother month matter is kind of very intractable illness continuously, neoteric medical science up to now not yet look for cure blood leaks disease of means; But she remembers Bible Zhong Ceng have suffer from blood leak woman cure.
so she encourages mother : counterwork blood leak this kind of difficult disease want to rely on divine grace but not doctor's hand 。She although unchristian all know can not depend on doctor, mother understands divinity permeate this friend's endearment response's her rogation in heart.
till large kindness church good kindness can in August of 2000, have a late end rogation before, teach disciples encourage us want to make a living morbid person rogation, I decide to want for oneself rogation and beg divinity cure my illness 。If chinese and western medicine all can not cure my month matter abnormal illness, I still can look up at whose help ？From that day, I start acting for own health rogation.
2001 year large kindness church good kindness can end behind in August, mother tells me her godward make a vow, if divine cure me not ordinary month matter problem, mother or I will's good kindness will sermonize can in testimony main grace next time 。I agree to mother's idea 。A month behind, my menses starts recovering normal, mother and my is full of hope in heart, confidence and Happiness happy.
goes on, mother encourages me, if divinity cures your illness, you as contribute testimony English "Ma where monthly "With Chinese's "Holy Spirit monthly "。Manes kindness can draw near spring, mother will encourage me come good kindness can do testimony in the future, I accept willingly.
but decide to give first place to do testimony behind before long that month the last ten-day period of a month at me, old disease relapse, by edition not only 。So hit make me does not know why same buskin always take place again 。I am constantly say to mother : "Hoster still do not cure me, Not me does testimony. "But mother encourages me "As letter is by divinity, you will cure 。Maybe divine is trying out your confidence, maybe by divine test after, you will heal. "
heart struggles period behind, I at large kindness church testimony on April 13 , 2002 。Though testimony's that time is at me, blood leaks symptom still abidingly, but I please be present brothers sister for me take place pray 。After, when Weekdays only goes church party, ecclesiastical sister common privately inquire of mother about my state of an illness.
returns home behind, mother will church sisters' concern feeling communicate to me, my heart cover everybody show concern move can't stop, make me depend on divine confidence firmer 。I already already godward makes a vow, I as long as lieutenant general everything hand in Tuo divinity till Ta cure me up to is rogationing.
as divinity responds our rogation time, divinity fresh little directly tell our answer personally; Sometimes, divinity can permeate life week meet with some person give a clue answer or tell us 。Mother believes divinity permeate friend's mouth tell our : rely on divinity, I cure.
is bottom in April, my blood leaks symptom die away, and up to now my menses everything normal and ordinary people nots different from at that moment 。Thankfulness divinity droops listen my rogation and everybody era pray 。Because divine love and brothers sister's love takes place pray make me cure.
is dear friends, you if disease or tribulation is entangled, please does not give up hoping ！Roman book eight chapters 24~25 sections tell us want to endure wait divinity 。Even if divinity now not yet cure my disease, I still believe someday divinity can help my pray for 。Teach disciples book three chapters 1~8 sections remind our world all things all have timing.
my family relatives and friends with myself have all already exhausted manpower can look for cure blood leak means, but only divine have big can cure my disease 。Life's road although rough difficult travel, but but cover divinity select summon we are fortunate : despite die shade dell or life's extremity, divinity will with us hand in hand is of the same trade, accompany we walk finish now raw course.
blood leaks disease although ever hardhearted wreck my young years, my heart thank divinity let me is experiencing successively ail behind understand divine big love 。Thankfulness divinity grants me a show concern protect me become long family, as their encourage stand by I spend life in low tide, diligently with share my sorrow and share my happily joy 。Meantime here, I feel brothers sister take place pray give off strong but powerful efficacy mutually much.
is sometimes, my mood although can fall into low tide, but hoster if does not experiment me, enhance own confidence by me how to ？And how to can value divinity grant to my love ？Dear friends, you if have hard to it dental secret disease or difficulty, day father is willing to listen our worries, help us, grant us surprisingly safety.
hopes as matthew 21 chapters 22 sections each other encourage each other : "You rogation, no matter beg what, as long as letter, must. "Hope everything honor return to real divinity in the sky, A Men! |
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