I do need my bestest friend to push and at the same time support me when I seem to get an unsteady mind meeting someone interested in me and I have sort of same feelings for.
I may look tough, independent and confident from the outside; I have to confess that I am completely silly when I am facing problems about males; at the end, I always blow it up!
At first, when someone is trying to be nice to me, I will keep thinking what the person's purpose is. I can't even believe that anybody would be attracted by ME!
So no matter how many phone calls they make, no matter what kinds of sweet talks they have, and no matter how much they try to show me their interests about ME; I feel uneasy, sometimes upset and sometimes I have trouble showing them how much I like them!
Second, when I start to get pissed off by some lame reasons made by those guys who are trying to be nice for a long while. I will try to tell them not to waste time~and try to push them to give me some conclusions like "Take it or leave it"
I Need An Exact Anwser so badly that I forget that there are no answers to my questions.
Well then, they will get away little by little or sometimes disappear suddenly like we've never met before.
And then, it'll take me a while to get better. I have to ask each of my friends "why?" I thought I might learn some lessons.
As times goes, I will meet someone new~
Unfortunately, I will get spinny round and round in the Vicious Circle over and over again!
THAT'S Fucking WHO I AM!
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