People sometimes do silly things to fill up their empty hearts~
I did silly things once again like I had done 4 years ago before I met you!
The feeling is totally awful ~
My tears even dropped~
I cried not for the reason that you left and stopped loving me~
I cried because I didn't even love myself~
At that moment~
I wanted to get some warmth although I know what it would end up with~
I wanted to get some confidence although I know what I was doing was silly~
I'll be patient ~
I won't be silly again~~
Cos the feeling is fucking terrible and disgusting~
A fucking Shitty feeling~