曾

 
                    經


                    擁


                    有

                    。

                    。








塵封九個月以後
那喜帖上的燙金字樣，依舊清晰
                                                ‧‧‧關於你的姓氏，我的名。





你捎來的訊息
                        九個月不見的我們，你還認的出我的模樣嗎?



怎麼可能，傻瓜。







答應見你我鼓足了很大的勇氣
我怕自己泛紅了的眼框會掉下淚

                                                                                                     


                                                                                                     



                                                                                                    如果當時的你   沒有另一個她的出現
                                                                                                   如果當時房間 不單單只剩下我的身影
                                                                                    烙印在帖子上的時間是不是就不會變得遙遙無期?


                                                              過了這麼久，我終究還是沒有去印證你當初是不是所謂的背叛。



                                                                                                                                        一個榻榻米〃
                                                                                                                                  衣服折成的枕頭〃
                                                                                                                               沒有瓦斯的冷水澡〃
                                                                                                                               看似桌子的薄毛毯〃
                                                                                                                             
                                                                                                                              你要我給你時間努力
                                                                                                                        我給了，甚至不曾喊過苦
                                                                                                                                                  接著，
                                                                                                                           你給了我一個全新的家
                                                                                                                                        一個我自己找
                                                                                                                                           我自己佈置
                                                                                                                                        我自己買家具
                                                                                                                                我，自己住  的家。
                                                                                                                                                    你呢?
                                                                                                                                          你去了哪呢?

                                                                                                                                         擁有家的同時
                                                                                                                 我竟遺失了我原本該有的幸福
                                                                                     

                                                                                                                                   你沒有再回來過了
                                                                                                         衣櫥裡懸掛著的男主人衣服   孤單了
                                                                                                         雙人床右手邊屬於你的位置   空白了
                                                                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                        我 　掉眼淚了
                                                             

                                                                                                                                              曾
                                                                                                                                              經
                                                                                                                               你可以給我你的所有
                                                                                                        就算 只剩下幾百塊也要我吃的飽飽的
                                                                                                                                              曾
                                                                                                                                              經
                                                                                                                               你可以付出你的全部
                                                                                                 哪怕 在苦在累你也要我無憂的看著這世界

                                                                                                            我，不在是你掌心上捧著的小公主

                                                                                                                                      我遺失了我的心
                                                                                                                                                   我的你

                                                                                                               她的笑容竟比我的淚光還燦爛。
                                                                                                                                                                            











六月二十二日

再見面會是怎樣?
放下的心，不在澎湃的愛情。


                                                


                                                                                               ________________  多情 。