stop telling me that i'm not allowed to be upset
stop telling me that i should be mature and suck it up
stop telling me that i shouldn't waste my time on a situation like this
stop telling me that i should have seen the outcome and prepared myself for it
stop telling me that this is best for everyone
cuz really, how do u REALLY know wut's best?
and really, wut's wrong w/ me mourning over this?
why can't i be allowed to have my own emotions?
why does everyone always expect me to be someone i'm not?