Too many bad memories mingled with too many good memories.
Struggling in my head...what to make of myself?
What kind of life have I lived till today? 

Who am I kidding? It is a fool's life that I am living. 
Earning people's respect just because I know things doesn't make me a good person.  
Helping others to achieve their dreams does. 
All those knowledge means nothing if they stayed in my head. 
Unfortunately I was not able to do that in the last few years due to my own foolishness. 
Too late to turn back now! There is no rewind button for life.

Wondering what is coming my way in the future? 
The Good ~ The Bad ~ The Ugly! 
Who will be there and who will not? 
Too many questions for one day. Forget about it! 
I will worry about it tomorrow.

I tink I need a  dog!



Send In The Clowns was recorded in 1973 by Frank Sinatra. 
The "Clowns" in this song was referring to "Fools", who wasted their life doing stupid thing. 
It is a song of regret and anger. 
All the big stars that covered this song had successful results. 
But I like the voice of Frank Sinatra. So here it goes:



* A useless friend suggested that I write something about my sorry life....So I did