Because of you , I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you , I am afraid , I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out , I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake , A smile , a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break , When it wasn't even whole to start with
You never thought of anyone else , You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night , For the same damn thing
Because of you , I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you , I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you , I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you ....
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