What do I want from you?
I don t know~
I am just good at screwing everything up
I am just good at pushing away someone I care
When you said " I do not care!"
I just realized we are not nothing~ not even friends~
I am sorry ~
Sometimes the feeling is so good that I forget you just wanna play a game~
Sometimes the interaction is so active that I forget you always have old memories in you heart~
You are so freaking me out that I have to push you away~
My friend asked me " what do you want from this weird relationship?"
I said " deep inside me, maybe I want to end it as soon as possible so that I won t get confused"
Actually in this game of your world~
You win
I lose
Don t get angry with me~
I do care about you~
Even though You don t care~
I do not believe I even said so to you~
I ve tried the best I can~