Its always easier blaming others for your own mis-judgments. Not willing to admit and evade from reality just seems more feasible. Although at the end of the day I ponder, "So what if it was my fault, other than I who else cares about I more than I?" Yes, selfishly its always "I" the one who I only care for. Thus I am not willing to sacrifice, nor treat one with integrity. Yes, I will not... Just to accentuate how I can be so unheeding, which is easy, I fucking do not and will not care!