很焦躁，很不安
卻又天天都過得很興奮
好矛盾的心情

明明感冒很不舒服
卻又聽到你一句話整個開心的想跳躍
更加矛盾了吧！？

最近好像有人開始發現我的改變
也許是ｆｂ的流言洩了底
也或許是我都不說卻一直笑著

總之最近的心情真的太矛盾
很害怕我又要迷失自己＠＠

路走歪了
我努力的把自己拉回來走正步

所以現在是自己與自己拔河

最近一直在聽這首歌
小小年紀的他唱的這首情歌很能抓到我的心
下面是歌詞

Baby (feat Ludacris)

Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me,I know you care
You shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, Or are we saying
So theres another one, Looks right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ooooh,like
Baby, baby, baby noo,like
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine, oh oh

For you, I would have done whatever
Another chance and we, We get together
And wanna play it cool, About loosin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And i'm in piece , baby fix me
And you'll shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream
Im going down, down, dooown
And just can't believe my first love won't be around

Baby, baby, baby nooo
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine

When i was 13 i had my first love
Here was nobody to compare my baby
And nobody came between us or could ever come above
She had me goin crazy
Oh i was starstruck.
She woke me up daily dont need no starbucks
She made my heart pound
Asking for a beat when i see her in the street
And in the school on the playground
But i really wanna see her on the weekends
She knows she got me dazy
Cause she was so amazing and now my heart is breaking
But i just keep on sayin
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine x2

Now Im all gone