這幾天　把自己都關在房間裡　

沒有電視　沒有食物　沒有遊戲　

從來沒這樣過　與世隔絕的感覺

睡覺的時間　也變的很奇怪

這幾天哪裏都不想去　

在外頭出走這麼久　回到家好好的想著

這幾天的自己　幾個月前的我　幾年前的事

突然間　都好似昨天才發生過

找到真實的自己其實很不容易

因為在外頭都必須帶著面具

在自己房間裡　突然覺得好自由

沒人管我　盡情聽重低音的音樂　盡情裸著睡覺

閉著眼睛想像著

（盡情大叫　盡情唱歌　盡情跳舞）

我找到靠近內心的自己　是需要發洩的

雖然　弟弟說　他在自己房間　就聽到重低音　咚ㄘ咚ㄘ

但…我還是聽著　反正也沒幾天時間　就不在家了

呼…　感覺就像洩壓的舒服　。


現在７：3５　ａm

泛黃的陽光　照進我的房間

聽著這樣的音樂　看著窗外的一切

安靜的溪水　溫暖的太陽光色

正和河堤邊　趕著上班的車潮

成了強烈的反比



我依舊邊打著字　聽著音樂　邊看著這扇窗外給我的靈感

又是美好的一天。　　


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Drawn into the backdrop here
You could fade, you could fade away
Bright lights on a starless night
Burn a hole in the dying day




Looking at life through a loaded gun
Take your best shot, aim it at the sun
Looking at life through a loaded gun
You know you’ll find




You’ll find yourself, you’ll find yourself alone
You’ll find yourself, you’ll find yourself




Drawn into the darkness here
With your eyes on the prize at stake
Faint hearts on an endless path
Letting go of the ones we break





Looking at life through a loaded gun
Take your best shot, aim it at the sun
Looking at life through a loaded gun
You know you’ll find





You’ll find yourself, you’ll find yourself alone
You’ll find yourself, you’ll find yourself





Drawn into the backdrop here
You could fade, you could fade away
Bright lights on a starless night
Burn a hole in the dying day





Looking at life through a loaded gun
Take your best shot, aim it at the sun
Looking at life through a loaded gun
You know you’ll find




You’ll find yourself, you’ll find yourself alone
You’ll find yourself, you’ll find yourself