I m very unhappy and stressed today, despite still suffer from fever, I feel really dizzy for about around two hours,(at work! ) for unknown reason.
Today I also heard a really bad news, boss say want to talk to me Next week , someone complained me, sounds serious, I may lose this job.
This few days I got really no appetite, eating is because needed to eat medicine.
At night, my mom still keep torture me with this and that makes me so frustrated and I said I wish to just go jump off, I don t want everything, I m so tired! She just keep saying not working how to pay car loan bills etc. My tears auto dropping, while eating. My mom see me this way also crying at the same time which I can t understand. She said she need someone to take care.
God, I m not able to take care myself, don t want to take care myself, why you still expect me to do everything.
If there is God,I hope you hear me.
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