剛剛路過好多好多的婚紗店..

我..
單親家庭..
跟媽媽..
爸爸不詳，從沒見過..
但沒有跟媽媽住一起..
媽一直都在台南工作..
我是給外公外婆帶大的..
一年能看到她三次就偷笑了..


(突然想到ㄉ)  其實我小時後超怕媽..
          每次通電話就只會問我績..
                印象最深刻就是三..
      我數學考不好(好像八十幾吧?!)
         我媽媽就罵我為什麼考那差..
 我說題目很難，我考這樣已經很高了..
            媽卻覺得我在為自己解..
            就叫我到浴室罰跪..
    直到她下通電話打來時才可以來..
         我覺得很委屈就一直哭..
          後來我就有個奇怪的習慣..
             哭一定要跑到浴室..


每次見到同學的爸媽來接放學..
我都好羨慕喔..
還羨慕同學回家可以跟媽媽撒嬌..
可以聊聊天說說學校的事..
我卻..

Hoped in childhood quickly grows up.
Yearns for the marriage very much.
The hope has own integrity family.
The hope can look like others equally happily joyful.

Now.
Was I afraid how actually?
Long bigger more understood.
Actually the marriage likely gambles.
I have not grasped me to be able to win..
Therefore I only can distant wait and see it.

Mr.Right?
Where are you?
My happiness in where.