呼~很久很久沒打日記了~

                                因為生活一直不斷了忙碌~很少有安靜的時間~

                                                          現在終於有一點時間可以休息一下了~




       忙忙碌碌的生活~身心有點疲倦了~

                           每天的早出晚歸~一樣得生活作息~

                                        雖然有點令人吃不消~有點想放棄掉~

                                                              但我還是有點喜歡這樣的生活~

                                                                      因為~這樣才不會讓我的寂寞感覺蔓延開來~

                                                                至少~我能保留思念的部分就好~

                                                      不必去面對~孤單寂寞的心情~

                                                                 至少~再夜深人靜的時候~

                                                                       不會再因為孤單而失眠~因為寂寞而失落~

                                                                                                  只留下思念~進入沉睡~



很多人說~她不適合你~

         跟我說要放棄~都快畢業了~

                你很難和她在一起~

                       就算在一起也很難有結果~

                             也許你們說的對~

                                   但我真的很的鬆手~

                                        也許你們會覺得我很傻~

                                             幹麼這麼做~她不可能感覺的到~

                                                  為她這的作直得ㄇ~

                                                     但我只想說~在我的心理~

                                                          沒有神麼值不值得~

                                                              只有愛與不愛~喜歡~不喜歡~好~不好~和想不想~

                                                                                          因 為這樣太累的~

                                          如果為她作沒件事還要去想這樣做值得ㄇ~

                                                                            那你不如不要作~

      也許~該聽你們所說的~放棄ㄅ~畢業還會遇到更好的~

           但不會是現在~

               因為~現在~我只想守在她的身邊~

                      為她完成她所要完成的事~

                           盡我的全力~去幫助她~

                                陪伴她~守護她~

                                     度過最後的半年~

                                           剩下來的未來~就交給上天去決定ㄅ~

                                                 到了最後~會是怎樣~

                                                      誰會知道呢~

                                                           不如就順其自然~過下去ㄅ~