昨晚至今天凌晨時! 一直在想要去看看住院的外婆! 也在昨晚上班時默念六字真言替她祈福! 也想說一直都沒休假! 剛好昨晚組長告知這星期二四六可選擇休! 我就說那我就今天馬上休好了! 晚班代組也答應了!  我想就剛好可以今天去醫院加護病房看她了! 順便問她要不要幫忙修理她兒子媳婦(我舅舅舅媽).

今早回到家後! 上著廁所時! 聽到老媽與老爸在談話! 我出來後便聽到我娘說她老娘已經於今凌晨一點多回老家了(這個時候正是我與同事聊到她的時候)! 就差這麼一點點時間! 她老人家就是不讓我問她要不要讓我狠狠教訓她那不孝子! 

唉~~~晚點再寫了! 我先去看看她老人家去了!


看到她~安祥的睡去了!  


I AIN'T CRY THERE. THOSE FAMILIES WON'T SEE MY TEARS THERE, BUT DEEP IN MY HEART IS CRYING BADLY ALREADY  . AND ONLY I CAN SEE MY TEARS . 

WHY DIDN'T  SHE  WAIT FOR A WHILE? 

JUST WAIT FOR A WHILE, LET ME SEE HER AND TALK TO HER FOR ONE MORE TIME.  GRANDSON TO GRANDMOM .

IF THERE'S A GOD, MAY GOD TAKE HER TO HEAVEN OR WONDERLAND. MAY THERE IS NO  MORE PAIN , ILLNESS AND SORROW. ONLY FULLFILL HAPPYNESS AND JOY. 
 
WHAT A FUCKING JOB~~~ IT MAKES ME CAN NOT SEE HER AND TALK TO HER ANYMORE. FUCK THE JOB.

AND NOW , I CAN NOT SEE HER SMILE ANYMORE. HER KINDLY SMILES.


JUST TOO LATE TO SAY GOODBYE,

JUST TOO LATE TO SEE HER ALIVE, 



GRANDMOM, CAN YOU HEAR ME SAYING GOODBYE ? GOODBYE~~~  GRANDMOM. 


PEOPLE, PLEASE CHERISH AND SHOW YOUR LOVE TO ALL YOUR FAMILIES AND FRIENDS ANYTIME BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.