i'm lost for words...
i have gazzillion thoughts rummaging thru me and yet i'm utterly speechless
no, it's not the writer's block, but my own mental block
since when have i been this out of control of
my own feelings
my own thoughts
and my own actions
my brain has lost the battle w/ my heart and thus i must follow wut my heart says
the heart takes no objection from nobody
it cares nothing for the pain i will suffer nor the wound that will scar and haunt me for the rest of my life
no, it's merely a selfish piece of arse that only cares wut it wants
everything that i'm doing feels like a total blur to me
i just charge straight ahead w/o the slightest care in the world wut others think of me
perhaps it's for the best, or perhaps i will die miserably
but hell, no more goody-two-shoes
instead, i'm all for original cyn, original sin
every man for himself, right?
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