這不是好事，我知道

                                                                                         在妳看來，就像妳曾經阻止過我一樣

                                                                                         只是對我而言

                                                                                         我真的很不想待下去

                                                                                         那算對妳友好嗎？ 我真的看不出來

                                                                                         我真的對他們很失望

                                                                                         或許

                                                                                         這樣的環境在別人看來是美好的

                                                                                         錢雖然不算多，但是事情卻很少

                                                                                          但

                                                                                          我要的不是這樣

                                                                                          就像把一隻飛鳥硬是鎖在籠子裡

                                                                                          我無法照我的意思飛翔

                                                                                          這是一個新舊觀念混雜的地方

                                                                                          一個不屬於我不屬於自由的地方

                                                                                          我想離開

                                                                                          我想照著我自己的意思活著

                                                                                          我想讓我自己成為更好的人

                                                                                          我不想在這裡成天當個癈物

                                                                                          家

                                                                                          應該是個讓倦鳥休息

                                                                                          而不是囚禁自由的地方





                                                                                           我想離開!!

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也許是這樣的關係
我最近對於某些話語某些事情
總少了點耐心
或許
我真的到了極限
滿滿的不快
只有見到了妳，才真的有舒緩
好累
我不想當個乖兒子
好累