SHE SAID : GO ~ FIND A PLACE THAT YOU WANNA TO LIVE AND WORK TO.
NO MATTER TAIPEI , TAICHUNG OR ANYWHERE IN TAIWAN.
BECAUSE MY DAD SAID TO HER TONIGHT AND HE WANTS HER TO TELL ME ABOUT IT.
WELL~~~ THESE WORDS I VE BEEN WAITTING FOR MORE THAN 20 YEARS .
BUT~~~ IS THIS TRUE?
IS HE JOKING ?
BECAUSE OF HE HAS MORE NORMAL OLD MENS DISEASES NOW ?
OR BECAUSE OF SOME OTHER REASONS ?
WHERE TO WORKING WELL?
WHERE TO LIVING WELL ?
WHERE HAS MORE OPPORTUNITY TO WORK AND LIVE WELL.
GO TO OTHER BIG CITIES TO WORK AND LIVE IS GOOD FOR ME BUT NO GOOD FOR THEM .
LIVE AND WORK IN MY DAMN SMALL HOMETOWN IS NO GOOD FOR ME BUT GOOD FOR THEM .
THIS IS AN ARGUMENT BETWEEN A FATHER AND A SON FOR A LONG LONG ~~TIME AGO TILL NOW.
DOES HE CHANGED HIS MIND?
WHAT MADE HIM TO CHANGE HIS MIND? SOME OLD MEN DISEASES ?
OR HE S ALREADY REALIIZE IT AND HE SHOULD LET ME TO DO IT A LONG TIME AGO . BUT HE JUST DON T WANNA TO MOVE OFF A CITY THAT HE S USED TO WORK AND LIVE ?
WILL IT TOO LATE TO HEARD THIS, AND WILL IT TOO LATE FOR ME TO DO IT ?
GOD DAMN IT~
IT S MORE THAN 20 YEARS .
MAYBE HE S TIRED AND OLDER THAN BEFORE OR MAYBE I VE BEEN FIGHTING TOO LONG ?
MAYBE ~~~
MAYBE I SHOULD LEAVE THEM SINCE 20 YEARS AGO AND GO TO WORKING AND LIVING BY MYSELF. NO MATTER WHAT WILL HAPPEN . IF I M LEAVING THE SMALL DAMN HOMETOWN.
BUT I SEEMS ALREADY GIVE UP THIS ARGUMENT OR THE FIGHT SINCE 20 YEARS AGO.
JUST BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT THEM , CARE ABOUT HOW THEY FEEL AND CARE ABOUT THEIR HEALTH.
WHO S THE WINNER? ME OR MY DAD?
I AIN T SEE NO WINNER BUT TWO LOSERS.
AM I SELFISH ?
DOES HE ALWAYS STANDS ON HIS LINE ?
I DON T WANT TO KNOW AND I DON T CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
BECAUSE THE TIME HAS ALREADY SLIP AWAY .
PERHAPS A FATHER AND A SON SHOULD MAKE A COMPROMISE BETWEEN WHERE TO WORK AND LIVE SINCE THEY HAD A ARGUMENT FORM 20 YEARS AGO.
AM I RIGHT OR DOES HE WRONG ?
IT DOESN T MATTER ANY MORE .
MAYBE GOD USED TO PLAY A JOKE ON ME ? MAYBE IT S JUST THE YOUTH GONE WILD ?
P.S. "THE YOUTH GONE WILD" BY SKID ROW . THE DIARY MAKES ME THINK ABOUT THIS SONG. IT S GOOD TO LISTEN . "THE YOUTH GONE WILD" BUT THE CLOCK NEVER TURN BACK.
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