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作者: 死神殿-邪念天使♥〞 日期: 2006.03.21  天氣:  心情:

    日子一天一天的過去了,而大家的心情也越來越沉重了,
                                                                               
因為學測已非遙不可待了,但並非每個人都是如此,白雲和那群壞孩子卻變本加厲,
                                                                               
有人說他們是因為闖出名堂所以越來越囂張,而我卻覺得,
                                                                               
他們也是因為學測要到了,怕自己沒好學校唸而心情更加煩悶,便以吵架出悶!
                                                                               
不管到底如何,我都相信白雲有他的苦衷,因為他並不是那種愛吵架的人,
                                                                               
之前,他連走路被人家撞到都會說抱歉,問對方有沒有受傷﹔
                                                                               
打球別人撞到他使他受傷流血,他也回過頭問別人有沒有事。他是那麼善良,
                                                                               
怎麼可能會跟人家打架呢?所以,我想他一定有苦衷的!
                                                                               
    就在我以為事情即將結束時,結果就在上學期第二次月考前,
                                                                               
白雲和他那群死黨又出事了,而這次的事情似乎是目前為止發生的最嚴重事件,
                                                                               
事情是這樣的;
                                                                               
在白雲和他那群死黨出頭的同時,高中部那邊也來了個某鄉鎮的頭頭,
                                                                               
據說那個學長只要一出聲就能把附近鄉鎮的數十到數百位朋友叫過來幫忙,
                                                                               
而且身邊隨時都有小弟,在他進校前就已經引起學校的注意了,
                                                                               
至於他到底是有什麼方法進到我們學校,這就不得而知了。
                                                                               
就在白雲他們闖出名堂開始,那位學長就開始注意他們的一舉一動了,
                                                                               
而為何為吵起架,這就要怪現在的風氣了,所謂:
                                                                               
〔只要我喜歡,有什麼不可以〕就是這句話引起的,
                                                                               
起初他們是在福利社碰面的,一開始只是互看對方,任誰也想不到,
                                                                               
他們吵架的原因竟是為了一瓶醬油膏﹔白雲和阿孝本來是要去買米血吃,
                                                                               
但在福利社前弄醬油時,那位學長的朋友因為看不慣阿孝弄醬油膏時弄太久,
                                                                               
所以就三字經的罵阿孝,當然,阿孝就不開心了,兩方便吵起來了,
                                                                               
就如同電視劇一般,越吵越大,吵到不可開支,最恐怖的就是,
                                                                               
當天,他們中午約在集合場談判,而因為我們學校是如同四合院般,
                                                                               
四邊都是教室大樓,只有中間是集合場,就在中午時分,兩方的人來了,
                                                                               
就公然在集合場談判了,起初大約只有五十個人,沒想到看熱鬧的人越來越多,
                                                                               
就這樣一傳十,十傳百,周圍的教室大樓都擠滿的看熱鬧的學生,
                                                                               
全部的目光都在中間那群吵架份子身上,一看,就是半小時,
                                                                               
中間有幾次差點就集體打群架了,但都因為雙方人馬的勸合而停火,
                                                                               
最後是因為教官用廣播強制分開而落幕的,你一定很好奇,這半小時間,
                                                                               
都沒老師來制止嗎?答案是沒有,因該說,都不敢前來制止,
                                                                               
在一開始時就有幾位老師看到了,但因為雙方人馬太多人了,
                                                                               
那些老師都睜一隻眼閉一隻眼當作沒看見,這也難怪,畢竟,
                                                                               
據說這次的談判事件是目前為止學校發生最嚴重的,所以很多老師都不敢制止,
                                                                               
而最後是因為人潮越來越多,情況越來越火爆,所以才有人去報告教官的。
                                                                               
事情並非這樣就結束了,在當天,他們總共談判了五次,相對的也被廣播了五次,
                                                                               
而在放學後他們雙方人馬還到某地方去談判,竟然還有人拿出”噴子”,
                                                                               
最後到底是怎麼落幕呢?任誰也想不到,竟然是因為對方叫出來的人都是朋友,
                                                                               
而在那群外面的朋友勸合下,他們談合了,不但如此,還從此變成好朋友了。
                                                                               
你說,男生的世界奇不奇怪,前一天才吵成這樣,隔一晚大家都是拜把兄弟,
                                                                               
這到底算什麼?”不打不相識”或許就是如此吧?
                                                                               
    就在這事件後,古白雲這個名字就真的是無人不知無人不曉了,
                                                                               
但卻也因為如此,來自四面八方的挑戰也越來越多了,
                                                                               
而事情就並非中學生吵架那麼簡單了,因為白雲的名氣越來越大,
                                                                               
所以後面來的人就都是那些曾經跟白雲吵架那些人外面的朋友,當然,
                                                                               
會來的是一次比一次有地位,而白雲當然也不是所向無敵,常常會因為被埋伏而被偷襲,
                                                                               
所以,身上的傷勢一次比一次嚴重,這件事我本來不知道,會知道是在一次的偶然下。
                                                                               
    那天一樣是情人節,也就是我們真正認識成為好朋友滿一年的日子,
                                                                               
一早我就看到他拿著一大一小的巧克力來到學校,不用說,
                                                                               
那個大的巧克力一定是要給曉青的,但,那個小的呢?我想,一定是分給大家的吧?
                                                                               
在那天早上的某節下課,白雲果然把那個巧克力拿給了曉青,雖然一開始曉青不願收,
                                                                               
但在白雲的強烈請求下,曉青終於收了,但曉青始終不願多說半句話,
                                                                               
白雲也只好一個人默默的走開了,就像白雲剛失戀般,他又一個人跑到籃球場發呆了,
                                                                               
看著他的背影,真的覺得好憂傷,一點都不像一個中學男生,沒有快樂,
                                                                               
沒有歡喜,只有一直停也停不掉的挑戰和痛苦憂傷,回想起過去,他一定很多感觸吧?
                                                                               
〔喂!你又在想什麼啊?哈哈,在想妹妹厚?〕我像哥兒們從他背後給一個巴掌當招呼,
                                                                               
只是我怎麼也想不到,這一擊讓我知道了他所有的傷痕。
                                                                               
被我打中後,白雲原本想當做沒事,但他沒想到他身上的血卻因為我這一掌,
                                                                               
開始流動的!
                                                                               
〔妳嚇死我啊?還好我身體好,不然就被妳嚇死了。〕他故作無事的站起來的說。
                                                                               
〔你怎麼啦?怎麼鼎鼎有名的古白雲也會有不愉快的事啊?〕
                                                                               
〔唉,妳知道的,這種結果並不是我想要的,我說過了,我有苦衷的!〕
                                                                               
他長嘆了一口氣說。雖然我知道他有苦衷,但我還是不知到底是什麼苦衷。
                                                                               
〔算了,我沒事啦。對了,納,這個給妳!情人節快樂,也祝我們認識滿一年。〕
                                                                               
沒想到那個小巧克力竟然是要送給我的,看到他拿給我時,我落淚了,
                                                                               
我落淚不是因為感動,而是當他轉身從衣服口袋拿出這巧克力時,我看到他背後的血,
                                                                               
一攤使衣服從白色變成紅色的血跡。
                                                                               
〔白雲,你,你,你受傷了嗎?〕當我看到那見充滿血跡的衣服就已經不知所措了。
                                                                               
〔我?哪有,你想太多了!〕白雲還故過鎮定的說。
                                                                               
〔你騙我,你背後都是血!〕
                                                                               
〔背後?啊!〕然後白雲便沉靜了一下,又說:
                                                                               
〔既然被妳看到了,我也沒必要隱藏了,這就是我的後果,當初走錯路的後果。〕
                                                                               
這時的我早已泣不成聲了,眼睛早已看不見白雲,因為淚水已把我的視線模糊了,
                                                                               
我不想看也不敢看,因為我怕那衣服內還有更多我看不見的傷痕。
                                                                               
就在這時,白雲走過來抱住我,把我的頭靠在他身上的說:
                                                                               
〔沒事的,別緊張,我只是不小心受傷罷了,真的,沒事的。
                                                                               
好了,乖,不要哭了好嗎?〕他溫柔的安慰著我!
                                                                               
原本我也想不哭了,正當我抬起頭看他的時候,我看見他胸口也貼著許多大大小小的葯,
                                                                               
我真的崩潰了,我奮力的把他衣服拉開,當我打開的那瞬間,
                                                                               
淚水就像潰了堤般,不聽指示的流,因為,一條又一條的刀疤,
                                                                               
已在白雲身上留下了無法抹去的痕跡。
                                                                               
白雲再也沒說什麼了,任由我在他胸口不停的哭著,在那一刻,
                                                                               
我才終於明白,原來在白雲的背後並不是只有愛情的不如意,還有著,
                                                                               
比別人更艱辛的路程,我也終於開始隱約的明白,白雲說的苦衷了。
                                                                               
江湖險惡,當你一腳踏下去時,就註定你已經無法脫身了,不是死亡,
                                                                               
就是過著打打殺殺的日子,或許很多人會想,一個國中生會混,
                                                                               
最多也只是當個小嘍嘍,但誰也料不到,白雲卻爬的如此高,當然,
                                                                               
付出的代價也是很高的。我不要再想白雲會如何了,一但再下去的結果,可能只有。。。
                                                                               
既然知道如此,我想,我現在只想好好在白雲懷裡的大哭一場,
                                                                               
把一切都拋在腦後的哭,因為我怕失去白雲,真的好怕,好怕會有那一天!
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
    #如果你是那太陽,我將是那白雲,當你悲傷時,伴你哭泣!#
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
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