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篇名: 魚的悲傷誰懂?
作者: Hyacinth 日期: 2008.10.31  天氣:  心情:
 





 






October 30, 2008












不該問起...






只是突然悲傷入侵腦中

死亡。

生死無常我懂

不是發生在我身旁

卻跟著感染的悲傷的感覺...

他的悲傷誰懂...?

魚的悲傷海洋會懂嗎...?

或許海洋只感受到魚的眼淚

卻感受不到魚悲傷的那顆心

有多脆弱

我們看到的只是他只不住的淚水

卻不能體會到他有多難過悲傷

或許幾天後幾個禮拜幾個月後

他不會在流淚

但是...誰能知道

他是不是只是假裝堅強...?

誰懂他的那種感覺感觸...?

或許就連曾經也失去過親人的人

也不見得完全了解吧...?




不知道為什麼

只是突然的心情

我想我也不能了解他的那種感覺吧...?
















堅強。





只是熟悉了傷口

只是痛的早已習慣...

傷口有多潰爛

在也感覺不到那種痛的感覺...





天堂。





你們都會相遇的











就像我的天使們

小女孩(應該說是女孩)







他並沒有死

只要他活在你的心中

就永不會死
























角度關係。



























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BORDER-RIGHT: #dfe8f6 5px solid; PADDING-RIGHT: 1em; BORDER-TOP: #dfe8f6 5px solid; PADDING-LEFT: 1em; Z-INDEX: 500; PADDING-BOTTOM: 1em; BORDER-LEFT: #dfe8f6 5px solid; COLOR: #444; PADDING-TOP: 1em; BORDER-BOTTOM: #dfe8f6 5px solid; POSITION: absolute; TOP: 0px; BACKGROUND-COLOR: #fff
}
#collection_comments .icon {
RIGHT: 5px; CURSOR: pointer; POSITION: absolute; TOP: 5px
}
#friend-picker {
BORDER-RIGHT: #dfe8f6 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #dfe8f6 1px solid; FONT-SIZE: 11px; Z-INDEX: 100; BACKGROUND: #fff; VISIBILITY: hidden; BORDER-LEFT: #dfe8f6 1px solid; WIDTH: 405px; COLOR: #666; BORDER-BOTTOM: #dfe8f6 1px solid; FONT-FAMILY: arial, sans-serif; POSITION: absolute; TOP: 0px
}
#friend-picker-container {
BORDER-RIGHT: #dfe8f6 5px solid; BORDER-TOP: #dfe8f6 5px solid; BORDER-LEFT: #dfe8f6 5px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #dfe8f6 5px solid; ZOOM: 1
}
#friend-picker A {
COLOR: #1a84b7; TEXT-DECORATION: none
}
#friend-picker IMG {
BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none; BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none
}
#friend-picker-bd {
PADDING-LEFT: 7px
}
#friend-picker-bd:unknown {
CLEAR: both; DISPLAY: block; VISIBILITY: hidden; HEIGHT: 0px; content: "."
}
#friend-picker-pagination:unknown {
CLEAR: both; DISPLAY: block; VISIBILITY: hidden; HEIGHT: 0px; content: "."
}
.friend-picker-cell {
BORDER-RIGHT: #fff 2px solid; BORDER-TOP: #fff 2px solid; FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 3px 7px 0px; OVERFLOW: hidden; BORDER-LEFT: #fff 2px solid; WIDTH: 70px; CURSOR: pointer; BORDER-BOTTOM: #fff 2px solid; HEIGHT: 80px; TEXT-ALIGN: center
}
#friend-picker #friend-picker-bd DIV.friend-picker-cell:hover {
BORDER-RIGHT: #b0ccef 2px solid; BORDER-TOP: #b0ccef 2px solid; BORDER-LEFT: #b0ccef 2px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #b0ccef 2px solid; moz-border-radius: 5px; webkit-border-radius: 5px; border-raidus: 5px
}
HTML #friend-picker #friend-picker-bd .on {
BORDER-RIGHT: #67a7e3 2px solid; BORDER-TOP: #67a7e3 2px solid; BORDER-LEFT: #67a7e3 2px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #67a7e3 2px solid
}
.friend-picker-cell P {
MARGIN: 5px auto 0px; WIDTH: 60px; HEIGHT: 60px
}
#label {
VERTICAL-ALIGN: middle; WIDTH: 60px; CURSOR: pointer; HEIGHT: 60px; TEXT-ALIGN: center
}
#label {
VERTICAL-ALIGN: middle
}
#label SPAN {
DISPLAY: inline-block; HEIGHT: 100%
}
#friend-picker #friend-picker-pagination {
CLEAR: both; FONT-SIZE: 13px; MARGIN: 7px 0pt 7px -9px; TEXT-ALIGN: center
}
#friend-picker #friend-picker-pagination A {
BORDER-RIGHT: #cccccc 1px solid; PADDING-RIGHT: 7px; BORDER-TOP: #cccccc 1px solid; PADDING-LEFT: 7px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #cccccc 1px solid; CURSOR: pointer; MARGIN-RIGHT: 4px; PADDING-TOP: 2px; BORDER-BOTTOM: #cccccc 1px solid; BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ffffff; TEXT-ALIGN: center; outline-color: invert; outline-style: none; outline-width: medium
}
#friend-picker #friend-picker-pagination A.more {
BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none; BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none
}
#friend-picker #friend-picker-pagination A.on {
BORDER-LEFT-COLOR: #fff; BORDER-BOTTOM-COLOR: #fff; BORDER-TOP-COLOR: #fff; BACKGROUND-COLOR: #fff; BORDER-RIGHT-COLOR: #fff
}
#friend-picker #friend-picker-closebtn {
RIGHT: 5px; CURSOR: pointer; POSITION: absolute; TOP: 5px; TEXT-DECORATION: none
}
#loading {
DISPLAY: none; RIGHT: 25px; POSITION: absolute; TOP: 4px
}
#friend-picker #friend-picker-hd {
HEIGHT: 18px; BACKGROUND-COLOR: #f8fbfc
}
#friend-picker #friend-picker-hd {
TEXT-INDENT: 7px
}
#friend-picker #friend-picker-hd .on {
COLOR: #efefef! important; BACKGROUND-COLOR: #666! important
}
A.smaplink IMG {
PADDING-RIGHT: 4px; PADDING-LEFT: 2px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 0px; WIDTH: 31px; PADDING-TOP: 0px; HEIGHT: 13px
}
var YUD = YAHOO.util.Dom, YUE = YAHOO.util.Event, YUG = YAHOO.util.Get, $ = YAHOO.util.Dom.get;
function fixImgWidth()
{
var YUD = YAHOO.util.Dom,
YUE = YAHOO.util.Event;
var innertexts = YUD.getElementsByClassName('innertext');
var rgn = YUD.getRegion(innertexts);
var maxWidth = rgn[0].right - rgn[0].left;


var paddingLeft = YUD.getStyle(innertexts[0], 'padding-left');
if( paddingLeft=='auto' ) paddingLeft = 0;
var paddingRight = YUD.getStyle(innertexts[0], 'padding-right');
if( paddingRight=='auto' ) paddingRight = 0;

var offsetPadding = parseInt( paddingLeft, 10 ) + parseInt( paddingRight, 10 );

YUD.batch(innertexts, function(el){
var imgs = el.getElementsByTagName('img');
var marginLeft = YUD.getStyle(imgs[0], 'margin-left');
if( marginLeft=='auto' ) marginLeft = 0;

var marginRight = YUD.getStyle(imgs[0], 'margin-right');
if( marginRight=='auto' ) marginRight = 0;

var offsetMargin = parseInt( marginLeft, 10 ) + parseInt( marginRight, 10 );
if ( imgs.length > 0)
var offset = offsetPadding + offsetMargin;

YUD.batch(imgs, function(img){
if ( img.width > maxWidth ){
img.style.maxWidth = ( maxWidth - offset ) + 'px';
img.width = ( maxWidth - offset );
}
})
});

}

if( typeof pushCollect == 'undefined')
pushCollect = {
setForm: function(formId){
var oForm;
if(typeof formId == 'string'){
// Determine if the argument is a form id or a form name.
// Note form name usage is deprecated, but supported
// here for backward compatibility.
oForm = (document.getElementById(formId) || document.forms[formId]);
}
else if(typeof formId == 'object'){
// Treat argument as an HTML form object.
oForm = formId;
}
else{
return;
}
var hasSubmit = false;
var sFormData = '';
for (var i=0; i=1000)
return 'yellow';
if(cnt>=500)
return 'green';
if(cnt>=150)
return 'blue';
if(cnt>=50)
return 'red';
return '#000';
},

pushCallback: function(oData){

if(oData.addr){
alert(oData.mesg);
document.location.href = (oData.addr);
}
else if(oData.status){
var cnt = $('recommendcount');
cnt.innerHTML = oData.mesg;
cnt.style.color = pushCollect.formatRecommend(oData.mesg);
alert('推薦成功!');
}
else{
alert(oData.mesg);
}
},

collectCallback: function(oData){
// must sign in
if(oData.addr){
alert(oData.mesg);
document.location.href = (oData.addr);
}
else if(oData.status){
var xy = YUD.getRegion('push');
document.body.appendChild($('collection_comments'));
YUD.setXY('collection_comments', [xy.left, xy.bottom]);
$('collection_comments').style.visibility = 'visible';
}
else{
alert(oData.mesg);
}
},

collectCallbackAlert: function(oData){
$('showCollector').innerHTML = '收藏(' + oData.count + ')';
alert(oData.mesg);
}
}

var ownerid= 'hanhan590';
var aid = '10139191';
var ajax_crumb = '&.c=QoDn/TiLfDf&.t=1225423326';
YUE.onDOMReady( function(){

// 推推
YUE.on('pushbtn', 'click', function(){
YUG.script('/blog/ajax_check_recommend.php?owner='+ownerid+'&aid='+aid+'&func=recommend&callback=pushCollect.pushCallback'+ajax_crumb+'&ts='+new Date().valueOf());
});

// 收藏第一步, 確認是否已經收藏, 未收藏則出現form
YUE.on('collectbtn', 'click', function(){
YUG.script('/blog/ajax_check_recommend.php?owner='+ownerid+'&aid='+aid+'&func=collect&callback=pushCollect.collectCallback'+ajax_crumb+'&ts='+new Date().valueOf());

});

// 收藏第二步
YUE.on('word_form_pop', 'submit', function(e){
YUG.script('/blog/do_collect.php?' + pushCollect.setForm(this) + '&callback=pushCollect.collectCallbackAlert&ts=' + new Date().valueOf());
YUE.stopEvent(e);
})

// 誰來收藏
YUE.on('showCollector', 'click', function(){
YUG.script('http://ajax.wretch.cc/blog/collector.php?owner='+ownerid+'&aid='+aid+'&func=collect&callback=collectorPicker.showPage&p=1');
})
var cnt = $('recommendcount');
cnt.style.color = pushCollect.formatRecommend(cnt.innerHTML);
})

if( typeof collectorPicker == 'undefined')
collectorPicker = {
config : {
perpage: 10,
lang_empty: '尚無收藏'
},

genbd: function(oUser, total){
var innerhtml = '';
if(oUser===null) innerhtml = this.config.lang_empty;
for(var i in oUser){
if(typeof oUser[i] == 'object')
innerhtml +=
['', '', '', '', '', '' ,'', '', oUser[i].userid, '', '', ''].join(' ');

}
document.getElementById('friend-picker-bd').innerHTML = innerhtml;
},

genPagination: function(total, cIndex){
var innerhtml = '';

// no need for "...", just display all paginations
if(total/this.config.perpage=total/this.config.perpage-5){
innerhtml += '1';
innerhtml += '2';
innerhtml += '...';

for(var i=Math.min(cIndex-3, Math.ceil(total/this.config.perpage)-8); i= this.config.perpage) this.genPagination(total, cIndex);
document.body.appendChild($('friend-picker'));
YUD.setXY('friend-picker', [region['left'], region['bottom']]);
document.getElementById('loading').style.display = 'none';
document.getElementById('friend-picker').style.visibility = 'visible';

var cells = document.getElementById('friend-picker-bd').getElementsByTagName('div');
for(var i=0; i
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