4/26
第一次,我為自己的行為感到羞恥。
Yes, I betrayed myself.
This is the first time, I shame on myself.
I betrayed my soul, my body, even spirit.
I know where the problem is,
all because MONEY.
I hate money, but I need it intensely.
Please forgive me, even that is a nightmare.
I became a Devil, a daughter was burn from devil.
I can't cry out, I can't say something out,
because It is a secret.
Can I stop it? Maybe yes if I got what I need.
I hope I will forget it soon.
I hope no one will know anything about that.
I hope I can return to stop it.
If I can turn back, I really won't make it happen.
This is the first time, I allow myself to regret.