I awake every morning
I searching you
I say morning to you
but i realize
you are no more there
the pain inside me
its still there ...
and never goes away
i tried to pretend
pretend that i don t miss you
i don t think about you
but
minute by minute
you are still in my mind
i miss you
i miss your voice
i wan to call you
but i just realize u r no more there
phone ringing
but nobody pick up
i have no choice
put down the phone
i dont let my tears drop down ..
but inside my heart...its crying.
i wish
i wish to hear u one more time
just to tell you that i love you
and i love you very much
i wish
i wish to be with you just one more second
just wan to feel that you are here with me
and i wan to hug u tight
i wish
i wish you are just right in front of me
just wan to look at you
and try hard to remember your face
so its wont fade away by time fly.
i wish
i wish you are really here with me
just for 1 second
because i wan to tell u that
i really do love you so much
do you know
the day u left
im actually follow you ....
where u go .. and where i go ...
but u leave me half way ....
you leave me alone ...
and i have no choice
i have to return back to the reality ...
and i m all alone now
and all my memories are you
and you and only you
i tried so hard to remember every minute we have been together
i want to be strong
but i still cry...
and you are the reason that s why i cry
i miss you ...
and i really do miss you
do you know
i lost you and i lost my mind
i lost you and i lost my soul
you are my spirit ..
you are my soul ...
i can t find my way ...
i need you ....
do you know
i wish ...
everyday ...
i hope i can meet you again
only 1 second...
but i never
even in my dream ...
i never dream about you
is it u never come to see me ???
i just wan to tell you ..
i really do misss you alot and love you alot...Mami ♥