Have been lost. I have been waiting someone to find me. Now I have reached the conclusion that I have to find myself first. My soul has sunk deeper after joined the VIP. The meaningless message exhanged between me and visitors bore me entirely. Yet I'm still doing it to entertain myself. I enjoy so much listening to stories. Only few people are willing to share with me their stories. A failure annihilated my ambition. I don't really know what I want in my life. Knew it's erroneous to put up sexy photos of me when I am not into casual sex. Just sporting my "new" body, not meaning to attract guys. I was a fat ugly duckling. Please be my soulmate. The new definition of my soulmate means whoever can help me in my spiritual growth. Show me the world is worth seeing. Sing a song to me that I have never heard before. Tell me something I don't know. Teach me a new word.