Have not been able to sleep well for days. Drank lots of coffee to keep me awake during the day. Didn't like to hang out with former-co-workers. But still, when they call and ask me out, I just cannot turn them down. Women gossip too much. I don't like to gossip. Luckily, today we didn't gossip much. Last time, I felt drained after spending time with my former-co-workers. Why women cannot find a better thing to do besides gossiping. A "Mexican food" guy who keeps bugging me. Most men want the same thing. But when I say no is a definitely no. I will eventually block him if he does not stop. Some guys just disgrace the human races. Have deleted all his messages. That kind of guy makes me want to puke!:-& Feel insecure. Maybe it's time. Just why? How to explain the behavior? Just out of boredom? wan to try something new? Beat and not sleepy.. Gonna be a very long night.