Winter break is officially over, yeah, just like that.....and of course, I still feel lethargic and reluctant about returning to work. There seems like a gazillion things happening around me but I am simply oblivious to them. Does this translate to the feeling of being lost? I could not help thinking about how others are coping with their lives, whether they r content. But why the heck should I be bothered by others' lives? There is an urge within me that wanna let out whatever that is building up inside, I dunno whats wrong, neither can I describe whats wrong. But I do hope that one day will come by and put a decisive stop to these nonsensical whinings in my life for good. Guess by writing my random thoughts out in black and white offers an outlet to channel my feelings, which absolutely makes me feel better. Bottling up really hurts in the long run, cuz there is only so much I can internalize after all.
Today, I made up a TO-DO list. But I think wat i really need is a WAT NOT TO-DO list., think it would be much more helpful......haha
Somebody upstairs is blasting Alanis Morisette's You Oughta Know right now......how long ago was that song being released? Haha, feel like returning his/her favor by blasting my own Mario Winans' I Don't Wanna Know...it makes perfect musical communication.