The whether is damn hot, which makes me uneasy and impatient.Getting a new job is not that hard for me, but most importantly waiting is torturing, cos my family put lots of pressure on me and keep blaming on me that I quit without thinking and discussing with them.I thoght I was able to make my choice since I'm an adult; however,the truth is getting older means getting more obstacle; meanwhile you are only allowed to be yourself after thinking deeply~pathetic~X(