They r makin things complicated. As their wish As their Willingness.

i dont even know how to say, but the ghost hauntin me here is not the shit they've done to me, to us.

it's the unavoidable tragedy which has ever been played in my childhood.

i saw n grown up with this show... and try to stop this cycle in my life...

Any. Kind. of. it. 

No more n NO MORE.


somehow, we call it fate, 
coming as a sign, a direction from the God, an obstacle from a textbook called RealLife 
　　　and a nightmare wanted to be over....Since 
the long long time Ago... i cant even remember what it happened, why it happened, 

and how it happened..


All being written inside of that lil girl.. are THEIR FACES:
with MEAN n EVIL, DISDAINFUL n CONDESCENDING,
full of SELFISHNESS n ASSUMPTIONS,

Fight for n Argue with their own HAPPINESS n the RULES they set for their Priority.


The Value is Limited n Only. 
No Option, No Speech.  


if there are, it's just a show to prevent them from whispers n stronger averseness.


even tho they dont even care others' feeling n willingness, if they r happy or not, 
what they want to say n to do for their own life and future.
 
((sometimes i think it's just buz they still worry about possible revenge which comes someday))


Life is a cycle. Past, Present, n Future.  Human, Ruin, Nature, n the End.


it seems like a game. But we r not goin to play w them.
We need n We will have our own stage with music we've wanted to play a long time.


However, it's certainly not as easy as we hope..as u can image...


i m so glad that u r a man holds up hopes all the time in his life,
everytime when i'm lookin at you.. even if i do have deep thoughts running in my head..
i still feel happy to c u r with ur faith.


i m not so confident with all the things...
but i believe,
Believe in us.

i hav to believe.. it takes time.. but... stay strong.. we will still make it through..


I m not panic... just worry.. cant stop being worry...
cuz it's not as easy as our wish.........

Call it as what it is. 　　-RealLife-



b honest, i dont care what they think n care.
We dont need to know n consider feelings n what makes ppl connection.
All i know is to end up all these shit, if u do want, 
I will do my best to help to make it real.



It's not as easy as we think.




but i dont need those stories any more........

it's the end, to finish this Chapter.
the Story about our past b4 we met.


those fucking shit excuses they gave us when we r young
those fucking damn situations we couldnt fight for ourself n love




it's not a revenge.

it's the End of this Story.








[ i m trying to b patient..to endure.. to consider.. to find out and make out solutions ]

[ i m the only one can make it now ]

[ as u know. as I Know ]




Painful is nothing. we can make it through.