I have already lovingly forgotten to feel!Have ever thought I liked him, but found afterwards originally all is all an appearance.I do not understand!Understand less and less what is a love?And do I also not know I need love?!Seem to have a little to want, but fear and do not want again.The love is a poison, the emotion of the human life really can hardly understand, I once think to want only to like to the somebody else to!But let oneself get hurt, I expect to the somebody else to understand me, but fear the somebody else understands me again, because know to harm more and much more painful.Still having me am intentionally to write this diary in English, because thus and mostly just can't on seeing and then knowing want to reserve to order mysterious! My English is also not very good, so grammar those I also the indetermination rights, if can also see of understand, that is really very gains and losses!Also thank everybody to see my diary, really thank you very much!Bless you~