也許是前陣子失落加上休息太久
也許是飄浮不定的未來
我...這陣子非常浮躁...害怕? 恐慌? maybe
朋友也許會說 騙人 你每天都過的很悠閒 很墮落
那我只能微笑回答 呵~呵
休息了一個月 開始思考
我到底要什麼? 現在的生活真低是我要的嗎?
where s my target? dream?
no! i can answer the Q immediately...what s meant?
i have no ideal about the future, but i dont want stick on here anymore...
i waste almost a year to understand education is uninspring to me
that is, it makes me feel overpress, it frustrated me time to time...
now i make up my mind to find a way out, and i know i have to try hard
i m accsible to others poinions
so i start to wonder shall i take a risk
i might have no money for a long time~
but i dont want force myself to work in such a unhappy mood...
it doesnt mean the company is not good
contrariously, i have a good boss, nice co-workers, and nice treatment...
how lucky i am, really!!
i was always on the alert for what students might do as long as they come to the cram school
i feel so down about lead a class
哀~ 又打到complain區了 哈哈^0^