煙火聲為背聲景 understand why M always leaves the country before the major holidays. she chose to leave for seattle yesterday. For those who have no places to go, holidays are just pathetic. some people choose to be in a bad relationsip than being alone. I chose to be myself than being with a person I do not love. Even though I kind of wish I had someone I care to spend my holidays with, I do not think I am not ready for any serious relationsip. My life is not on track. The true change has come from the bottom of my heart. I have to learn to love myself before others. The moon today is bright. I wish next year I will have someone to spend important days with.