天真的我
    還以為年齡不是問題

    對現在的我而言
    是個問題...





                                 ─────────────   昔日。

                                        在接觸到網路世界後
                                        不斷的遇到~年長我5歲至10歲的人
                                        奇怪的是 幾乎以男性多於女性地...壓倒性贏得勝利
                                        現在也不例外


                                        國中時期
                                        遇到比我年長的
                                        至少是讀大學或剛出社會
                                        還聊的來   現在.....









                                                                         如今。  ───────────────

                                                                                        高中畢業後
                                                                                        比我年長的在事業上
                                                                                        已漸漸步路軌道
                                                                                        而我顯得格格不入


                                                                                        像個要糖吃的小孩
                                                                                        仍想要大人的關注似的
                                                                                        。疼愛。
                                                                                        可惜的 是~有糖吃了
                                                                                        大人卻不在關注你
                                                                                        因為 長大了
                                                                                        關注已隨之淡化







                                 總之
                                 在我的觀點是如此
                                 而他們則是因為忙碌
                                 不能像往昔 那般的陪我
                                      這... 我懂。

                                也許再過個幾年
                                我跟他們在同一平面上
                                才銜接的起來
                                不過聯絡的機會   可能寥寥無幾