Yes, and I said....
"if u kick me away. That s ok, because it s a good experience for me. "
but I never know... it was so hurt, that someone refuse you.
That is so complicated about my feeling...
I am upset...but also happy.
I think that is because of ur refuse
on the other hand...
happy is because of I told u about my feeling.
Naively, I think I control all the sence.
But it s not real.
I never know how hurt that I heard the turth u told me.
I did not predict that my heartache is so hard.
Suddenly...I find that I like so much...
At first I think I won t be so sad.
But it was worng.
Now, I miz u so bad.
I want to go back the origin
To restart...
But it was too late.
I m regret about all the event.
I never been so regret!
and I want the time back
Please, to turn the time back
and I will know what should I do...
Maybe it s not the right time for us.
I will try
because I really like u.
avec mon coeur.