feelin confused these days..
i din work 4 dis holiday..
just like previous years..i cant find a job..
or..i just dun have the initiative to find a job..
feel like some ppl were right..i should work to fill up my time..
making some extra money to buy things wat i want..
but some ppl think dat dis should be the time to rest after whole year tired studyin..
i m in no straitened circumstances..why hv to go through hardships in dis wonderful long holi..
hmm..found dat after givin myself bunch of excuses like dis..
the fact is..i m lazy to work..
so..finally i choose option number 2..
to get myself soothed..
okay..then, wat should i do..this december..?
everyday keep doin the same thing..
woke up bla3,brunch,tv/online/movie..or maybe..hanging out..but rarely..
then these activities continues till the nite..then dinner n slp..
same activities..keeping me like dis..
huh..wat should i do?
borink life..keep waitng for someone..oni someone..who willing to find me 4 a chat..
maybe i m waiting for the one i m waiting..hmm..
coz evrytime the hp ring..felt disappointed when he is not him..
it s been 2 weeks we kind a lost contact..or i mean..msgin..
hmm..ya it s ntg to msg bout..but..i felt..being neglect..
i dunno wats goin on..wats happen..even a gud morning i couldnt c right now..
hmm..wat should i fell..
ppl said..when dating..the thing we do when our partners is busy is miss them..think of them..
watever dat is related to our dates..we keep thinkin..
seems like sweet..but actually it s kinda bitter..n sour..huhu
sometime only will be sweet...sometime..
hmm..but my feeling of this sweet..becoming thin..thiner..n thiner..
some i hope dat dis kind of sense will disappear someday..
so i can find a new one..but wat if i cant find?
part of other me felt i m falling 4 him..
wah..i shouldnt be flowerhearted..loyal..loyal..loyal in my head..
another me..feeling regret now...
i shouldn t get to close..i shouldnt get into it..shouldnt be tenderhearted..
mm..but most of me now...
feel nothing...
it s empty..
my heart is empty...
wat can i do..when i found dat..
my heart loves the view...
when there was me..and you... [:(]
p.s: the point is..we didnt date/couple/anykind of relationship dat hv to do wif 2 person..
hmm..did i think too much? shouldnt i?
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